Taking a Break and Rearranging

Somehow somewhere in my life, I have over pushed the limit and now, I am exhausted. I need a break to get back on track, to re-align everything in my life again. Happy month of June everyone!

I found a very interesting poem while browsing through the world wide web. It's amateur but somehow I find it really nice to read. Simple and sweet as they said. 

Secret Love

I could never tell you my true feelings, 

That I feel for you. 

I'll keep them to myself, 

What I feel is true, you see. 

But I know we can never be, 

Too many things to get in our way. 

I can only dream of you holding me one day, 

I think of you with every waking minute, 

And long for you each night. 

Wish I could share with you, what is in my heart. 

But I am afraid you don't feel the same, 

And my heart will be torn apart. 

So for now, I'll keep my secret to myself, 

I'll just keep Praying that someday, 

You'll take me by the hand, and tell me you feel the same way. 

Until then I'll just keep loving you, 

And hope that one day, you will love me too...

- Joyce Foote -

Hot Hottest Hotness!

by Daniel Chiam

Ladies and gentlemen, this is miss Elly Tran Ha. A blogger from Vietnam who soar to fame because of her hotness. Her father is a terrorist because she is a bomb!

Anyway, this is not the hot issue that I wanted to share today. I wanted to share about something that's more dearly and close to all our heart - the weather.

I'm sure everyone of us is feeling the heat from mother earth lately. I guess she's really pissed off with what earthling has done to her over the few centuries. That's why she came up with summer, a lighter version of the end of days, haha. 

Human is selfish. The only person that we care about is ourselves. Some just work too hard to buy the most expensive coffin for themselves so that they could sleep comfortably for the rest of their life. These people just cut downs trees and pollute the earth without caring much of what the consequences is.

Now thanks to those filthy rich idiot, we Malaysian has no chance to experience snow in our country because of the heat caused from global warming. The snow melt somewhere up there in the sky before it could be visible to any of our human eyes and we named those water drops as rain. I want snow!

Aite, enough crap talk. The heat was getting into me when I was writing this post. I can't think straight. Please take good care of mother earth, it is still the Mother's day week.

Don't leave the fan on when you are not using it. You said its to cool off the room but actually you are creating wasted energy and extra heat to the environment. Don't turn on too much light when you don't actually need that much. Again it will only create extra heat.

Start from something simple. Learn to go greener than green. We are cleaning up the mess from the past, and I don't want my children and children's children to have to clean up our mess and blog about how irresponsible we are.

I AM

I am: yet what I am none cares or knows,

My friends forsake me like a memory lost;

I am the self-consumer of my woes,

They rise and vanish in oblivious host,

Like shades in love and death's oblivion lost;

And yet I am! and live with shadows tost

Into the nothingness of scorn and noise,

Into the living sea of waking dreams,

Where there is neither sense of life nor joys,

But the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems;

And e'en the dearest--that I loved the best--

Are strange--nay, rather stranger than the rest.

I long for scenes where man has never trod;

A place where woman never smil'd or wept;

There to abide with my creator, God,

And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept:

Untroubling and untroubled where I lie;

The grass below--above the vaulted sky.

-John Clare-

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I Hate Monday, but Why?

Happy Monday people! Yup its Monday again and me, unlike any other normal people, I will always love Monday =) It's a brand new day, a brand new start... what is there not to love about?

Why do you need to be so negative and keep whining about Monday blue or I hate Monday or proclaim that Monday is the worse day ever? 

Is it your own opinion or thought that created a horrible Monday as the most dreadful day to go through, or is it just because it has been a saying that people has been passing it down since ages ago? 

Either way, its just another pathetic thought about Monday, and as a result, you are just creating space to accept negativity and ensuring yourself to be unable to enjoy what life has to offer for you.

Monday itself is just a word, a term to use to identify one of the 7 days in a week. What lies beyond that word is entirely fueled by your own thought, and whatever the outcome for that day; it is mostly under your control. Don't go through a day believing that your life has being destined to go bad.

So if you are sick and tired of sick and tired of Monday, then start to change your mindset. You control your own thinking and not your thinking that controlled you. Be positive about your day and be excited to explore what today's mystery has install for you.

Stop complaining and start doing some changes!

Really... I don't mind if once in a long while you feel dreadful about going to work or study on Monday, I had my lazy Monday too... but if the same thing happened every week and you keep nagging about how suck Monday is, and if your life had a face, I would punch it!

Enjoy your day people!

Fridge Magnet

by Daniel Chiam

I started to collect fridge magnet since the beginning of this year. Nothing intense, its just a casual hobby for me. Thanks to Chegu Carol for inspiring me with her own collection of fridge magnets.

Finally I have something to ask for every time when a friend is going to oversea *grin*.

I have collected many stuff before in the past, because I wanted something to be able to make me remember about them - my friends, or even strangers that was once significant to me.

I have like a treasure box back in my hometown, where I keep all those stuff. Mails from my pen pal, birthday cards, some broken stuff, birthday gift and some that I can't remember.

Sometimes, at the end of the day I will take out that box and just walk down memory lane. Remembering those friends that is still and was apart of my life. Wondering will I ever meet them again...

Fridge magnet is cool in many ways but most importantly, it could help me to remember them in the future :D

1. Paris, France, given by Cindy. Her first visit to France.
2. Taiping Zoo, Ipoh, given by Andrew. Its our New Year 2010/2011 trip with Sheyvin, Antonia and Yee Seng. Also my first time in Ipoh, Perak.
3. Kyoto, Japan, given by Pierre. Its his family trip to Japan during Chinese New Year.
4. Shanghai, China, given by Mikhal. She went there for a short semester just to learn Chinese.*
5. Shanghai, China, given by Antonia. Her first visit to China.
6. Hanoi, Vietnam, given by Yee Seng. His first visit to Vietnam.
7. Praha, Czech Republic, given by Hsieh Ying. Her first visit to Europe and also her first gift to me, haha.

*Wronged info corrected, haha.